I dont really understand the situation right now :'(

since thursday when something shit happened to me at school suddenly i felt different and everything changed ! i cant really believe it, ergghhh. then i cried and my head hurt. very very hurt ! huhh, cant stand anymore at class i just sit no sound and sleep. i keep my feelings from knwing by others. huuu. then i just cry cry and cry, until i reached home n i cry again, n my head is still hurt until now ! too much thinking for this incident. hmm. when im in stress i just tke a piece of paper n conteng conteng. brpa bnyk dah habis paper, pen da satu batang ink habis. huahuahuahua :) then at home 1 more prob came to me. ergh ! cant stand it anymore ! feel want to run away from here. my mom scolded at me, my dad blablabla at me. ayooo, apa ni beb ?! then..i just let out my feeling to my sayang :) then i felt happy n calm. he save my life. hoho, but just a moment only, the nxt day the stress come back. but i didnt cry n i feel much calm than yesterday. i can focus at clss. i laughed with my friends n smile a lot. but in my head i just keep on thnking bout the prob now. huhu :( it wont go away from my head. its hurting me !!! bck at home, another prob came.. my dad bebel at me, about school cos my bio teacher told evrythng bout my stdy at him,. ayooo abes la riwayat aku !!! now sume bnda tak leh oh. dia akn trek modem intrnet, dia akn suh aku stdy full time and bla bla bla. mslh mslah.. aku akn rse mcm banduan dlm umah ni. kne kongkong abes2 ! terbaek :D yeahh. apa la nk jdi lps ni yeee. dah lah tak dpt jmp DIA :( mlpas sungguh. tape akhr taun ni ada, okay !! hm. lalalalalala ............ jahanam kepala aku ! bcome more stress, n now im stress out !! waaaaaa !! ......

That's All.

Assalamualaikum :(